I find myself coming here because I have nowhere else to go. This blog isn’t meant to be about my struggles. It’s meant to be about finding the good and the peaceful and the joyful in my life.
I haven’t kept my promise. I found myself saying “I’ll start tomorrow, Saturday is a good day to start”.
Marianne Williamson’s book has shown me exactly what the problems are. Perhaps that is why it is so hard right now. It’s all at the surface.
Well S.H.I.T. Is this the crap I am going to tell myself today? That it is the process? It has been bad for the last few weeks. Not just this week. For goodness sake. Stop the crap.
Okay…
Is that out of my system?
Yes, I think so…
Where I am right now with Marianne’s A Course in Weight Loss, is the need to surrender. To know that I can’t fix this. If I could fix this, I would have done so a LONG LONG time ago.
I can’t fix this.
I need to surrender my myself to the Divine Mind, the Spiritual Mind, both outer and inner. It’s all the same. Spirit. Truth. Whatever it’s called. Actually – it’s called Love with a capital L. That’s what works for me!
Only by surrendering my problems can they ever be solved. It’s time to reconnect with my Truth, with who I really AM. And allow Love and Light and Divinity to re-emerge and live within. It’s all been hidden for so long, hidden by unresolved emotions.
It’s time to thank the “not thin me”. It’s time to love her and acknowledge her. Only Love can cure fear.
Now, THAT is why I have a blog!!!! I am so glad I came here. Thank you!
2 comments:
OMG Annie! I can so relate. I have weight issues as well and have literally given up attempt's to 'fix'. I am sending buckets of love and light for your journey ... you can do it.
I'm glad you have a place to put those thoughts Annie. I think we all have a thing that really needs to be fixed.
Kudos for getting on top of it. You can and will do it.
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